Not more then a minute ago i was going through some old emails and found some old ones that Sarah had sent me. Tho most were pictures, they all held alot of memories and emotions. There is alot i wish i could go back and change, but there in lies the problem, a person can't. Thats the way alot of people feel about there past. There is always something someone wishes they could go back and change, wither to makes something last longer, or have it end better. For alot, it's who they lost there virginity with. For others its a fight they had with that someone. Maybe its a series of things that they think had caused a relationship with a friend or someone closer fall apart. There are so many examples out there and so many things that have gone wrong in a persons life. Everyone wants to change something, but no one can ever change the past. Once its done there's no turning back, no matter how hard you try or how much you cry: but by living by it you become stronger and can grow from it. Maybe not tho. Say you have been in love more then once, both times you thought they were "the one" and you dreamt at night of what life will be like in the future. Then one day *poof* every thing's gone. You wonder about if there -really is such thing as "true love". This last example is that of my own experience. Ive been in love twice, both times hoping, dreaming that i would marry them one day, but realizing i felt stronger about them then they did about me. People say i was stupid for falling in love so easily and or falling in love so young, but thats just how i am. When im with someone, im not in it for a quick screw and leave, or to just wait till someone better comes along, im in it for the long run, hoping that this relationship will be the last one i ever start. Ive been in "Love" twice and have had my heart broken and beaten twice, but yet, all i want is to fall in love again, hoping that this next time it will be "the one". I want that, but after this last one, im scared to let anyone that close to my heart. She made me realize that, i can't truly tell if someone is truly happy with me or just faking it to make me happy, and i don't know if i can trust anyone if they say they are.

This note started as a note to get people to think about there life and turned into a confession. I'm not gonna change anything because all of it is true and what i truly think. I'm posting this on alot of different sites and am hoping for alot of feed back.

-What i want everyone to leave thinking is this,
Is there truly anything you regret in your life, and if so what would you do to change that? Would you be willing to through everything away to get it back if given the chance?
-If your in love then think about this as well,
Do you love them as much as they love you, or do they love you more? Do you take advantage of them? Are you willing to die to make them happy, if not then can you say you truly love them?

Think about this and maybe it will help you later in life to not do things that you will at one time regret.